Getting things done, no, even starting things has been a huge problem for me for the past 10 years of my life. It’s really hard for me to get in the routine/habit of not dropping the things I really want to do, to name one example, learning Korean.
I feel ashamed of myself, I feel ashamed for not being able to get myself together, for being not dedicated enough, for saying no to my dreams by saying yes to not taking action.
I feel ashamed for never seriously trying.
A new chapter of my life, university, is just around the corner and I have to stop putting off my goals & dreams for them to become reality.
The time has come to finally stop reinforcing my bad habits of procrastinating and to say yes to a new start.
„Be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits.
Be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character.
Be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny.“
It is time to start changing.
It is time to change my destiny.
끝.